Several years ago feeling weary in spirit, I thought of the old saying that if the devil can’t get you to sin, he will get you too busy to think. So, I blamed my schedule and wanted a break. It was then an opportunity arose that allowed me leave everything behind for a few days and go up by myself to my old stomping grounds- Camp Elim. It worked out for me to go up the day before for the retreat so had several precious hours of quiet and being still before the LORD.
On a blanket of pine needles under a tall pine tree I talked to GOD as I gazed at the peaceful beauty of tall green pines, blue skies with fluffy white clouds and a few wildflowers here and there. Unable to contain my joy at the beauty, I praised my Creator as HE calmed my weary spirit with HIS beauty. Then putting new words to an old song, I sang a new song to the LORD.
It was there HE reminded me that the glory of this world is of one type and different than the glory of the heavens (1 Corinthians 15), but both were beautiful. I knew HE wanted me to enjoy the beauty of this world while I was here.
Absorbing the beauty, I began to yearn to be there in the mountains among the trees all the time. I wanted a picture to take with me, so I jumped up went and got my phone. But the screen went black as I hit the camera app. Being in a low signal area had pulled extra power and my battery was almost dead. Disappointed, I went to my room to plug it in.
When I was plugging my phone into the charger a notification directed me to a text from a friend. She had just sent a Bible text. “Even so I have noticed one thing, at least, that is good. It is good for people to eat and drink and enjoy their work under the sun during the short life GOD has given them, and to accept their lot in life.” (Ecclesiastes 5:18).
GOD used my sweet friend sending that verse to gently convict me. To turn my eyes back to what is good. For you see the words “accept their lot in life” screamed at me. Then a still small voice whispered, “Sharon, I have put you where you are at, even all the problems, and each interruption is from ME and it is good, accept it.”
Peace flooded over me as I received GOD’s gentle rebuke. My weariness was not from my schedule, it was because of my focus. I’d lost sight of my goal, and my focus was on what is seen and not on GOD. Directed to see my lot as being a gift from GOD to serve HIM, changed it all, the weariness eased, and peace and joy sprung up.
Wow! I had grumbled at having to go plug in my phone and it was that interruption that gave me direction and was blessing me. I had forgotten the one thing that so long had changed me. I had forgotten to give thanks in and for all things for this is the will of GOD in CHRIST JESUS concerning you (Ephesians 5:20, 1 Thessalonians 5:18).
It was not the devil getting me too busy that got me weary, but my own negligence. By not giving thanks for all things, I had forsaken the source of all energy received when acknowledging GOD in all things with thanksgiving.
Hugs,
Sharon