The longer I live the more aware I am, and the more I treasure the characteristic of GOD called longsuffering. Many prefer the word patient, but to me the word longsuffering gives a clearer description of GOD putting up with me as I learn and grow and HIS waiting until I’ve grown to where I need to be (Isaiah 30:18). I yearn to show HIS longsuffering to others.
Opening my Bible, the 1st words that caught my attention this morning were, “the LORD his GOD was with him.” Instantly I knew I was being nudged to put aside my reading until I’d shared with you. As Pastor Dave preached on Psalm 73 a phrase from verse 23, “I am continually with YOU” flooded me with memories and awakened my understanding that I needed to share this with you.
There was a very worldly person who over and over did much that hurt me deeply. But forgiveness and prayer came easy for this one did not know the LORD. But 41 years ago through a dark time in his life he reached out to JESUS and was saved. I was so happy!
I expected his ways to change in relation to me and for him to at least say I am sorry. But it didn’t happen and I became angry and complained to the LORD about it. GOD said, “reread what you were reading.”
I had been in Luke 15 but being angry and unforgiving the story I’d heard and read countless times didn’t speak to me. But I went back in obedience to the HOLY SPIRIT’s leading. The story is often called the Prodigal Son.
It tells of a man having 2 sons and the younger asked for his inheritance and when his father gave it, the young man took off to a far country and lived recklessly and sinfully until all his money was gone and a terrible famine hit and he was forced to go feed pigs for a man yet he was constantly hungry. One day he came to his senses and realized that his dad’s servants always had more than enough and determined to go back to his dad and ask to be his servant. The younger son humbly went back and when his father saw him from afar off and ran to meet his son. Rejoicing to have his son back, he hugged and kissed his son. The younger son said, “Father, I have sinned against heaven and in your sight and am no longer worthy to be called your son.” But the dad told a servant to clothe his boy with the best robe, put a ring on his finger and shoes on his feet and prepare a party for him. “For this my son was dead (in sin and trespasses) and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.” So they began to be merry.
What an awesome picture of GOD our FATHER’s heart to a repentant sinner coming to GOD through believing in JESUS (Hebrews 7:25).
The older brother came in from working in the fields and heard the music and dancing. So he asked a servant what was going on. Being told, he refused to go in. His father came out and encouraged the older brother to come in. But angrily his son declared, “Your son took your money and went and blew it on riotous, sinful living and now he comes back and you give him a party? I have been faithful to work for you day in and day out and yet you never even gave me a calf to have a party with my friends! The father said, “It is right that we should be merry for your brother was dead and is alive again and was lost, and is found” (Luke 15:32).
Wow, its an amazing picture of GOD our FATHER’s heart for one who comes to HIM by seeing his sin and need of Savior and believing and calling on the name of the LORD JESUS CHRIST to save him (Romans 10:9-10, 13).
But that is not what I need to share. What hit me that day the LORD told me to reread Luke 15 is the next to the last verse when the father said, “Son, you are always with ME, and all that I have is yours.” (Luke 15:31).
Then I understood what the LORD was telling me. I was the older brother. While GOD had always walked with me, comforting, encouraging, leading and providing for me each step of the way, even though I was far from perfect. But the one who had often hurt me had struggled, always seeking some fulfillment but never really finding it had been without GOD to help. Now he had GOD on his side, but he was still just a baby in the things of GOD and needed time to grow which meant when he learned to walk there would be falls.
To you who know JESUS remember HE says, “I have always been with you…” (Luke 15:31) and HE promises, “…I will never leave you nor forsake you” (Hebrews 13:5).
Hugs
Sharon