Do you feel like you have been put on “hold”?
One morning I woke up while it was yet dark, feeling greatly troubled and defeated but not sure why. Then I read, “Hope deferred makes the heart sick” (Proverbs 13:12).
“Yes,” I agreed, “That’s it! That is what I’m feeling, my heart feels sick”.
Circumstances looked so wrong, not a bit like my expectations, but rather a mocking of them. Then the LORD’s whisper came, “Didn’t I promise?” and the word ‘deferred’ came to mind.
I pondered that word. Deferred it has 2 meanings you know. 1st It can mean delayed, put off for a while but not denied.
“The LORD is not slack (tardy) concerning HIS promise, as some men count slackness (being late); but is long-suffering to us-ward, not willing that any (of us) should perish, but that all (of us) should come to repentance” 2 Peter 3:9.
“Do you despise the riches of GOD’s goodness and long-suffering and forbearance (putting up with things?) Don’t you know that the goodness of GOD leads you to repentance?” Romans 4:2.
This time of waiting has a purpose, and its purpose will help people. This lingering delay is for me as much as the others for during the years of delay GOD has changed me and even now patience has not yet finished its perfecting work in me (James 1:3-4).
Then there is the 2nd meaning of ‘deferred’ to submit to and accept.
LORD, YOU are a faithful GOD who has synchronized the universes so stars and planets never collide, and autumn follows summer therefore I choose to humbly submit to YOUR timing! YOU know all things and do all things well, I defer to YOUR wisdom and understanding and completely trust that this delay will achieve things that far surpass anything I can imagine. I bow before YOU my GOD and defer to YOU as I expectantly await the fulfillment of YOUR word to me, YOUR servant. Thank YOU, LORD for loving me and sending JESUS to save all who will believe and reconcile us to YOURSELF. My eyes are on YOU and I am watching to see YOUR plan unfold.
Are facing a delay like me? Turn your eyes to JESUS. Look to GOD, HE has a reason, HE is neither ignoring the issue you are facing nor is HE late with the answer. HE will get there before the tardy bell rings.
Hugs
Sharon